Learning to Face Defeat…

It’s hard to describe what those few seconds feel like. Imagine it as happening in slow motion. I’m aware of every movement in my body as the adrenaline rushes round me like a steam train. All I can see is the $100, as if looking at it through the sight of a rifle. Everything else is a blur.

Then, a sudden gust occurred. The $100 was snatched from me, and disappeared totally in my sight. It feels like everything was gone, as in everything. The blurry surroundings was now clear, but still, I can’t find where the $100 went. I’m hopeless, really hopeless. There was only a few days left in order to survive, without that $100, the planet called “Marhgil Macuha” will be swallowed into oblivion forever. I never lose hope, I searched for ways to find the whereabouts of it, but I can’t. My skills are not enough, my powers are now worthless, my aura was slowly dying, and… I don’t know what happened next.

Am I really that bad? Or was he really that good? Well, I’m almost there, but that almost will remain almost. I should accept this defeat even if it’s hard to, because it taught me how to face a new beginning, a new hope, and a new endeavor to survive. I learned a lot from it, and it’s a great experience to face such, and I’m honored from this defeat. It was a great war actually. I did my best, but i guess my best wasn’t good enough, ’cause here we are back where we were before, seems nothing ever changes, we’re back to being strangers, wond’ring if we ought to stay or head on out the door. (jehzeel kumanta ka ba?) Just once, can we figure out what we keep doin’ wrong… OOOooooohh.. Why the good times… never last for long…? Where are we going wrong? *tititititttt, jehzeel tama na!*.. Just once! can’t we find a way to fin’lly we make it right.. Oooh.. to make the magic last for more than just one night.. *tama! na* I know we could break thru’ it, If we could just get to it, JUST ONCE!…

P.S.: Pag pasensyahan niyo na si jehzeel, medyo bitter. hehehe. πŸ™

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18 thoughts on “Learning to Face Defeat…

  1. LOL! bagay yata yung ‘I did my best.. But I guess my Best wasn’t good enough’

    nakikiramay lang po… madami pang SEO contest dyan haha πŸ™‚

  2. @amy – bilis mo nag reply ah. naka subscribe ka ba sa akin? naksss.. saya naman ^___^

    huhuuhuh.. oo nga.. my best wasn’t really that goooooooooddd… T___T di din me gumamit ng bookmarking thingy na sinasabi ni gabby.. atleast alam ko na ano yun.. hehe πŸ˜€

  3. napakanta ako ah. πŸ™‚ ok lang yan, may mas malaking biyayang naghihintay. ok na ba yung script ng secret project natin? hehehe.

  4. Waaaa. Akala ko ikaw na talaga yun! Dalawang araw lang na hindi ako nakapaginternet tas ganun na kalaki ang pinagbago ng Marhgil Macuha SERP. Better luck next time.

    πŸ™

  5. Uh.

    Sayang! Dalawang araw lang na di ako nakapaginternet, ang laki na ng pinagbago ng Marhgil Macuha SERP.

    πŸ™

    GAME OVER!

  6. bilib pa rin ako jehzeel..

    ang galing galing.. gawa ka rin ng post kung papano mo na maintain yung position mo for several days.. magaya next time.. πŸ™‚

    im sure effective talaga yun..

  7. @ marhgil – di pa.. hehehe..kanta ka lang.. huwag nang mahiya. wahaha!

    @ mikko – oo nga πŸ™ iyak nalang tayo T___T

    @ eli – oo basta gawa ka rin! hahaha

    @ aiza – huhuhuhuhuuhu πŸ™

  8. @amy – cge on my next post.. i’ll list social bookmarking sites that you can use to help ur search rankings go up, up and away! (ang corny.. hehhee)

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