Learning to Face Defeat…
It’s hard to describe what those few seconds feel like. Imagine it as happening in slow motion. I’m aware of every movement in my body as the adrenaline rushes round me like a steam train. All I can see is the $100, as if looking at it through the sight of a rifle. Everything else is a blur.
Then, a sudden gust occurred. The $100 was snatched from me, and disappeared totally in my sight. It feels like everything was gone, as in everything. The blurry surroundings was now clear, but still, I can’t find where the $100 went. I’m hopeless, really hopeless. There was only a few days left in order to survive, without that $100, the planet called “Marhgil Macuha” will be swallowed into oblivion forever. I never lose hope, I searched for ways to find the whereabouts of it, but I can’t. My skills are not enough, my powers are now worthless, my aura was slowly dying, and… I don’t know what happened next.
Am I really that bad? Or was he really that good? Well, I’m almost there, but that almost will remain almost. I should accept this defeat even if it’s hard to, because it taught me how to face a new beginning, a new hope, and a new endeavor to survive. I learned a lot from it, and it’s a great experience to face such, and I’m honored from this defeat. It was a great war actually. I did my best, but i guess my best wasn’t good enough, ’cause here we are back where we were before, seems nothing ever changes, we’re back to being strangers, wond’ring if we ought to stay or head on out the door. (jehzeel kumanta ka ba?) Just once, can we figure out what we keep doin’ wrong… OOOooooohh.. Why the good times… never last for long…? Where are we going wrong? *tititititttt, jehzeel tama na!*.. Just once! can’t we find a way to fin’lly we make it right.. Oooh.. to make the magic last for more than just one night.. *tama! na* I know we could break thru’ it, If we could just get to it, JUST ONCE!…
P.S.: Pag pasensyahan niyo na si jehzeel, medyo bitter. hehehe. 
January 4th, 2008 at 5:06 pm
LOL! bagay yata yung ‘I did my best.. But I guess my Best wasn’t good enough’
nakikiramay lang po… madami pang SEO contest dyan haha
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January 4th, 2008 at 5:11 pm
@amy – bilis mo nag reply ah. naka subscribe ka ba sa akin? naksss.. saya naman ^___^
huhuuhuh.. oo nga.. my best wasn’t really that goooooooooddd… T___T di din me gumamit ng bookmarking thingy na sinasabi ni gabby.. atleast alam ko na ano yun.. hehe :D
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January 4th, 2008 at 5:13 pm
napakanta ako ah.
ok lang yan, may mas malaking biyayang naghihintay. ok na ba yung script ng secret project natin? hehehe.
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January 4th, 2008 at 5:29 pm
Waaaa. Akala ko ikaw na talaga yun! Dalawang araw lang na hindi ako nakapaginternet tas ganun na kalaki ang pinagbago ng Marhgil Macuha SERP. Better luck next time.
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January 4th, 2008 at 5:32 pm
Uh.
Sayang! Dalawang araw lang na di ako nakapaginternet, ang laki na ng pinagbago ng Marhgil Macuha SERP.
GAME OVER!
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January 4th, 2008 at 9:04 pm
bilib pa rin ako jehzeel..
ang galing galing.. gawa ka rin ng post kung papano mo na maintain yung position mo for several days.. magaya next time..
im sure effective talaga yun..
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January 5th, 2008 at 5:13 am
aww, its okay Jehz, there are other contests to claim victory over.
Hehe ano to? Blogkeoke?
HAHAHAHA.
Yun lang po.
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January 5th, 2008 at 5:44 am
@ marhgil – di pa.. hehehe..kanta ka lang.. huwag nang mahiya. wahaha!
@ mikko – oo nga
iyak nalang tayo T___T
@ eli – oo basta gawa ka rin! hahaha
@ aiza – huhuhuhuhuuhu
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January 5th, 2008 at 8:11 am
ok lang yan.. at least it was a great experience for you…
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January 5th, 2008 at 9:10 am
waaaa ano yung bookmarking thingy!!!! daya pa share hahahha
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January 5th, 2008 at 10:28 am
hehe buti ka pa nga may spot ka ipinaglaban. Ako talaga, wlang nagawa sa serp. lol ^_^
isigaw mo nlg yan ahaha
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January 5th, 2008 at 10:42 am
magrerebirth uli un planet, hintay mo.
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January 5th, 2008 at 2:30 pm
hayyyyyyy life haaaaaaaayyyyyyy life hayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy liffeeeee… :D
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January 6th, 2008 at 8:20 am
mareresearch ba yang bookmarking thing hahaha ano baaaa hehe
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January 6th, 2008 at 2:28 pm
@amy – cge on my next post.. i’ll list social bookmarking sites that you can use to help ur search rankings go up, up and away! (ang corny.. hehhee)
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Allan Dale Reply:
December 16th, 2009 at 8:00 am
kakavisit ko lang … idol parin kita…. check ko ung bookmarking sites .. sana makita ko kagad.. kaya mo yan kuya jehz… kaw pa
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January 8th, 2008 at 11:29 pm
ack.. kala ko ikaw na ung panalo.. tagal mong nasa top.
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January 9th, 2008 at 10:29 am
oo nga eh.. akala ko din.. naka ready na nga victory post ko.. kaso napagawa tuloy ako ng defeat post.. hahah
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